lunchybox

Realization

2005-01-30T06:43:27Z

ive spent so many days thinking. weeks. and im so nervous about moving to penn. about leaving this life behind, and yet i know i need to move on. if only there was a way i could bring my life to penn....

roberto webos is depressed..chapter 301

2005-01-18T04:10:05Z

i keep getting more and more bad news piled up man. first everytime i try to go to jersey, my truck breaks. so when i come close to gettin enough money to fly up, rachel tells me shes movin to nc.... wtf is the point of going to jersey then????

if twig comes down for spring break, theres really no point.... im fuckin sad...im gonna grab a beer and drink my probs away, maybe tomorrow will be a good day?

motorcycle for sale

2004-12-06T17:20:34Z

in maybe 3 or 4 weeks, im putting my prized motorcycle up for sale. i just need to finish off the brakes and clutch.

its a 1981 KZ440 LTD, with an A2 body style. all re-built engine and carbs. Ill know how it runs when i attach the carb... but yea should run good, lol

its up for $7000 so ask around everyone, i need to sell my bike to pay off my debts with my parents.

anyways, the bike here is a rare find, there are probably only about 100 of these left on the road throughout the world, so $7000 is a steal. ill post pictures if i can figure out how to post pictures here........ but heres what it looks like, its solid black, from the handlebars, frame, tank, engine, fenders, just about everything is a high gloss, metal flake black. spikes running down the fenders. im getting a new tank for it, the old one is beyond repairs. the carbs are at the store, i just needs funds to buy it back. the engines been sanded, then painted with Hi-Temp black engine paint. and the fenders are remarkabaly painted with aerosol cans. you would really have to see it to believe the paint job i did to them. post me back if you want to buy it, or know someone who does.

lol

2004-11-01T19:03:57Z

i havent updated for the whole month of october....damn, i havent really felt like bein on the comp and shit. now that i think back, i never used to spend a whole lot of time on the comp anywyas, cuz i was always out of the house doin somethin, smoking a stoge, taunting those sand-niggers down at sevos, gettin into a fight at the plaza, practicing music in my basement, bein an ass at the mall, blasting music round brick, or skipping school..... or sleeping on brick beach 3.

teehee, i take my G.E.D.'s tonight everyone...for the next 3 nights at least. but i hear its easy, and a stoner told me if i dont pass the tests, then h7es gonna kick my ass! so i find out if i pass in like, 4-6 weeks or w/e and they mail me a diploma saying highschool is fuckin over for me. then i turn to my mom, say "mom can you help me get my motorcycle in the back of my truck?" she'll be like "o why, you ugly piece of shit" ill be like "cuz im leaving yo, i got myself an apartment in brick and im leaving you for good!"

then i leave and everyone will be happy to see me again, cuz i actually have fucking friends in brick.

and im really gettin sick of this "i love ICP bullshit, and rap music is the best" im goin back to a town where fuckin rock was god.

then im gonna feature in the school talent show, and give my best preformance ever, cuz i think were gonna do a motorgrater song.

anyway, im gonna go watch mad tv or somethin and get ready for my testing.

and yall, ill prolly be back around the start of the new year, im gonna try and make it for new years day, of course, i want to fuckin party.

lunchybox @ 2004-09-25T01:25:00

2004-09-25T05:31:24Z

my lifes fucked up real bad this time guys. i keep getting into arguements with my parents, skippin school again, and i jus got back from an insane party.

um, heres what im gonna be doing, mostly to get out of florida, and my moms face fo good. um i got a buisness card from the marine corp. in brick, so im prolly gonna enlist and join auto engineering there. also u get paid for your service and shit, so y not?

i need to get out of this place now, i swear im hating florida more and more everyday. its a great place to vacation to, but living in it sucks.

steph i wrote u a letter, but i need your address, so call me sometime over the weekend

friends or family

2004-09-12T02:53:17Z

my moms all stupid and bitchy as usual. i told her in december im comin up to jersey cuz i got a place to sleep for a few days, and a car to drive for as long as i need. she got all bitchy and told me none of my friends up north are my real friends, and they would turn on me any second. i basically told her fat ass to sit down in my own way, and at the end of the arguement she told me when im 18 i can do what i want, but she doesnt recommend me comin up. i dont care, i can spend time with family, which means all my cousins that i dont like, or i can spend time with people id be proud to call my family. twig, ur like my bro, and actually, i think were spit bros. i think we became spit bros. when we walked down to the corner to have a cigg.

im debating on comin up. i want to, but it all depends on if i have time off of work.

also, a new plan for my truck man. im takin out the whole center console and putting in an 8" sub. and im putting a shelf in the box too so i still have a center console.but no more shitty cup-holder that doesnt work, and i get to find all my lost cds too. im also trimming the sub box behind the passenger seat so i can make it more comfortable. then im gonna custom build another box to put behind the driver seat and have another 10" sub behind that one. all this will need a second amp, which means my first one will be installed behind the new console, and the new one will be right across from it in the back wall. this whole project should be costly.... and fun!

lunchybox @ 2004-08-27T22:05:00

2004-08-28T02:11:13Z

um...yo g-money, um... well in local news, Jon Zorian called me back today sayin i have a job as a car salesman, but that i cant be a consultant until im 18, due to insurance reasons. o well. some chic likes to act tough down here as well, kyliegh wanted to ask me a question, but bein that im like, deaf in one ear i didnt hear her the first time...or the second time.... so ashely likes to yell things i guess to get her point across. but i dont take kindly to yelling, it sounds like violence.

anyways, i jus got off the phone with alex and jerry 20 mins ago, and they both said theyre takin a roadtrip here next summer, then theyre gonna move into an apartment, then im gonna move in with them. cuz its fun. and were gonna get drunk every nite, and have 1 constant party.

so right now im talkin to steph, thats the reason y im updating right now.... because im whipped.... haha, ilu steph, im also havin a party by myself if u kno what i mean..... but im gonna go now, and ill update the next time someone tells me to, haha

lunchybox @ 2004-08-20T20:14:00

2004-08-21T00:16:09Z

um i jus remembered somethin, haha, roberto gant, if u read this, tell steve about that promise he made me a couple months ago on that tape i made at the plaza. he told me if the florida people treated me like shit, hes comin down here to kick theyre asses, and well, this florida person is all up in my shit and dicked me over, so steve come down here and we can set some ground rules

tee hee

2004-08-20T22:34:14Z

bleck i have nothin to do right now cuz like... im bored or somethin. ive been under a lot of pressure with spics tryin to act tough, and some chick tellin me im not her friend (big deal) and i got a citation today cuz my truck was parked in the senior part of the parking lot, so now i owe the school $10, so on my way home i bought a pack of smokes.... its so hard to quit....

um my mom gave me some wine tonite to chill out, but i told her i dont like drinkin and gave it back, lol im perfectly chill man, i jus need to get out and find a job or w/e

in other news, IM FUCKING BORED, at least in jersey i could go down to the plaza, and find someone there to have a smoke with, or i could call twig and b like, yo twig, wanna jam out for 5 hours? but noooo, not here, so far i cant find anyone that even plays an instrument... oi

lunchybox @ 2004-08-18T21:18:00

2004-08-19T01:24:43Z

lol, i feel like writin somethin cuz no ones online to talk to

i drove rick home today and met his uncle. he took my bike carb and told me he can have it re-finished and shiny in about 2 days. as well as repair any problems with it.

um, in return for his help i gave him my can of semi-gloss black engine paint. lol, not much of a gift, but without a job thats all i had.

so yea in other news im lookin for a job now, its crazy cuz i cant get hired. anyone got any suggestions?

yo, ima do what everyone else does too now, im gonna go thru my periods,

1st. i did my project with rick and i think we got an a on it.

2nd. mrs. garcia was annoying as hell as always, but i met this chick tiffany, shes pretty cute and she seems shy or something, i dunno? maybe im jus scary, lol

lunch. um, i got called a whore many times, and jus kinda chilled wit charlene, kyleigh and shelly.

3rd. slept.... it was a good sleep, but like whenever i sleep in school, i drool all over the place. I NEVER DROOL ANYWHERE ELSE BUT SCHOOL.

4th. went to math, passed another test and talked to this kid who keeps asking about my cellphone. i think he wants to steal it or somethin, hes got shifty eyes. . .
i also arm-wrestled some spanish kid and won, and got a stalemate on my left hand.

afterschool, like i said, went to ricks, then home, now im waitin for people to sign on

i needs to update

2004-08-17T01:36:48Z

cuz charlene told me so. lol

um, what can i say? ive been drawing more designs for my bike cuz i cant get my carb for a lil while. so i came up with this simple design, its like... a black gas tank, with custom flames, colored in HEMI orange. on the bottom of the flames on each side, im painting with a paintbrush the name of my bike, which im still thinkin of.

and the side panels are gonna be solid gloss black. itll be sick. i might re-paint the frame to a more flashy color.... maybe orange... maybe chrome... dunno yet

in other news i went to the mall last nite, it was pretty cool i got a bracelet and my motorgrater cd... it rox my socks

wheez wheez

2004-08-14T03:03:59Z

i havent updated in like... i dunno 3 weeks or somethin, im lost.. yea.

well for those who dont kno, im not a yankee anymore, im a 'confederate', or a rebel, or whatever the south call themselves

tis cool, but im prolly not comin back as planned, theres too many hot girls and shit. kelly, and the rest, im not callin u ugly, im jus stating that theres more hot girls down here, than up there, so majority wins.

u should all move down here, i found apartments that me, alex, and jerry r gonna live in. chaz too if he wants. its 4 bedrooms, so why not?

the bikes almost done, i met some guys here that r finding a carb for my engine. which means its only $1000 from done now

ill update again later

steph- ILU

greatest ever

2004-07-25T09:32:15Z

she really is guys. weve spent so much time together and its never enough. at the end of the day i hear her say goodbye, and i wish it never happened.

all in all, it seemed the relationship got off to a rough start, but ater talkin to rachel for hours, i opened myself up to her, and told her i loved her. and i can tell she loves me back.

tonight we broke apart, so it doesnt hurt much when we move. shes leaving in 5 days, and im leaving in about 7, and i swear those 2 days will be my lonliest days of my life. we promised to keep in touch, and i promised i wouldnt date anyone till i saw her again.

but on another case, i did a certain favor for alex tonite, so he owes me an apology, and a favor. i risked my friggin life for him, so he better owe me.

ok, for those who read this, dont get ur hopes up, but heres my plans. after i leave im going to finish my motorcycle. on oct. 18th i turn 18 finally, and im comin back up around oct. 29th to get my next tattoo. ill need a place to crash for awhile until january when alex turns 21. were gonna rent a place for awhile and rachels gonna move back in with me. i finish my highschool education, live my life with rachel, and see what happens.

.... also, im riding my motorcycle back up probably and have a courier drive my truck, and well all live happily ever after.

goodness

2004-07-22T07:50:39Z

i havent updated in over a month. but the events of this morning around 12:15 am forced me to update this. webos is happy once again, lol. after about 4 days straight of offroading on the trails, i officially christined my truck. i took a dive into a muddle of mud, and dirtied it like mad. also, the past 2 days have been the best days of my life. i met a girl named rachel 3 days ago when i drove her to her friends house. later on i called her up and we got to know each other. and as of this morning, i asked her out and now were an item.

i swear shes the most beautiful creature on the earth. she means a lot to me. in 2 days, ive taken her offroading 4 times, gone to seaside, to the plaza, chazs house, and been around town. id hate to get my hopes up, but i think this time its built on love. i asked myself many times, "do i believe in love at first sight?" i believe ive answered my own question.

momma, take this badge off me, i cant use it anymore

2004-06-18T03:06:16Z

ive had a rough day. the whole day was worthless, gant still owes me $10, i can barely type...tom uy know y.

i feel like shit... at least that party is gonna go over well... as long as chaz can get his car workin

anyone who wants tio talk to me, talk, call me ill be up all nite. call my cell

lunchybox @ 2004-06-16T10:41:00

2004-06-16T14:49:05Z

well, now is as good a time to update as ever. from this time, till the bike is done, my journal will strictly be for updates on the bike.

2 days ago, i drilled the lock off the fuel tank, and started sanding it down, i got kinda lazy at the end, and decided to prime it without finishing the sanding job. after all the paint was on, the silver paint didnt dry as fast as it should, and a paper towel fell on it and screwed the whole thing up.

so the next day, i took my new sanding drill bit and took off all the paint, bondo, old paint, and rust stains. i also bondo'd all the dents and dings, and make a plate out of bondo for my initials underneath the gas cap.

while i was doing this, chaz cleaned and tuned the engine, and gave it another paint job.

we also painted the frame in flat black, and started cleaning the rims.

today, i need to sand the tank down to a smooth finish with 1500 grit sandpaper. after a complete sanding job, i have to re-prime it, and wait an hour. then i get the put the first coat of gloss black. by the time all the coats of black are dry, twig should have the designs ready for the tank itself.

the finishing touch on the fuel tank will be soon, i should have it finished by friday, when the carb re-build kits are in. i have to pick them up and chaz gets to re-build both carbs. in the meantime, i just got off the phone with country and got my clutch ordered.

all in all, this bike should be done in no-time. go team SpydeR

oy vey

2004-06-10T01:47:08Z

well, today i went up route 70, and got my parts finally. after i put the carb holders on, i decided to wait for the ignition coil for chaz. meanwhile i put my wheels back on. and im ordering new springs for it too. soon enough i can have a bike suitable to ride. go me

in other news, all i wish to say, is steph.. y was this chic eyeing me up at ritas tonite? even though u werent there, lol- ilu

lunchybox @ 2004-05-25T21:31:00

2004-05-26T01:33:57Z

a quick update peoples, just wanted to introduce my sisters livejournal....cuz shes gay

http://www.livejournal.com/users/cygnus0214/

in other news, i got to chill with heather, then chaz, then jackie and kelly twidle, steph, like twice, chaz some more, and thats it. but chaz diagnosed my engine, and found out that its in perfect condition. now i get to restore the rest of the motorcycle, and in about 2 months it should be done

lunchybox @ 2004-05-19T22:47:00

2004-05-20T02:53:48Z

wow, i feel like writing, and i dont even know what to write. well, today i finished both my 69' dodge daytona, and my 65' chevy el camino. i accidentally left the daytona over at chazs, o well,while i was on the road today, i spotted a few cars that im gonna make in real life, a 72' vette, 64' impala, and last but not least, a good old fashioned 79' camaro. the camaro is the first car im workin on, im putting an inline six in it

anywho in other news, im in one of the unexplainable moods. every person i talked to wished me luck in my recently discovered feelings for :nameless:. its wierd man, i love her..to death, and i can almost already see myself with her. lets hope life doesnt play one of those means games again.... grrr...

im out for now, back to drawing up some cars and stuff

lunchybox @ 2004-05-17T12:00:00

2004-05-17T16:03:22Z

i had thee most unusual nite.. i wont speak much of it, although there is 2 people that know about part 1. and 1 person that knows part 2.

chaz, if u read this, everything u told me last nite in my truck was true.. to a certain aspect, me and julie, will never in a millioj years be more than a friend, and i want to keep it that way, though someone else made a true impression on me last nite, and while talking to her, i came to the realization that she could be the one

theres a time for growing up

2004-05-16T02:17:46Z

and i do believe its the time. i was talkin to my good friend julie, and i drove her to pizza slut, she bought us breadsticks and i grabbed some soda for us. so were sittin, listenin to music, eating and talking, and she asks me what her fav cars are. i of course said, mustang, and chevelle. she told me she would cut off her arms to have a chevelle, i told her she couldnt drive if she did that, she said she would drive with her feet, i said then how do u use the gas and brake? then she said shes not gettin the car. i told her if she sticks with me, i can get her one for free. so we were talkin, and she was falling for the idea, when i blurted out somethin about proposing.... and yea i got nervous. she told me we cant, cuz were too young, so i said with parents consent we can.... and then there was nothing else said, then we met up with chaz 2 secs later.

we hung out, listened to music, and i drove julez home and happily ever after

the fact of the matter is, one 1 note, yes were just friends, so wed have a hard time being together like that...

on the second hand, she really taught me the meaning of love, and who knows what she would say if i had a $3000 diamond in front of her... id like to be with her, shes really the greatest thing in my life right now

lunchybox @ 2004-05-04T21:55:00

2004-05-05T01:57:06Z

i suppose this is as good a time as any other, but most of you know anyways. i got my license yesterday and shit. i went drivin, then today, went drivin. tomorrow im goin out drivin

eehh...bad..sad

2004-04-24T02:05:22Z

wow...another short lived relationship man.... yesterday at about 9, we started goin out, and tonite around 7....she dumped me...god life sucks

in other news.... it looks like rachel already has a bf...ill try, but it looks bad for webos

in other other news, between me and sarah... i wont call it a relationship cuz nothin happened; at all

depressed, im sitting here drinking orange juice, staring at my screen and typing, all i was hoping for, was someone to make me feel like i matter, and it doesnt rerally seem that way anymore

tonite i did a good job of hiding the fact i was depressed, no one knew at all

niiiice :)

2004-04-23T01:37:12Z

today has been a great-ass day man, i worked...all day... after that i drove my mom to a lawyer, the whole time i stayed in my truck blasting my stereo :)!

later on i got into a fight with my mom, so i rode my bike to the plaza. i met up with sarah and coral, we chilled, then sarah had to leave to babysit. so i rode down to getty to buy smokes, then sarah called me sayin no one was home. so i rode down to her, we talked on the front porch for awhile, then the people showed up, we chilled with the kids, then i had to leave. so we kissed, and i asked her out, hehehe

webos is happy again

HAHAHA IM THE GREATEST MAN ALIVE!!!111 (at least, i am to me)

2004-04-21T00:25:04Z

i worked all day on sunday, and the rest of tonite on my stereo system, and i got it allllllll set up, and i turned on my truck, and guess what i heard???

BASS and tons of it, im amazing, i have fully impressed myself, i set this system up like a pro, with the chassis for the ground wire, theres no cap, cuz it doesnt need it, but the cab gets full of bass when i put on songs like rammstein- KOKAIN, or korn/rammstein- wicked

im gonna try out Wumpscut- War in it tomorrow, cuz its techno, and yea. after i get my license in...12 days im takin julie out, and were gonna listen to maaadddd techno, then ill pick up some other chicks, and well go do things in my truck, u kno, cool things, like.......knitting......knitting is cool...(hehehehe)